down.

The moment you break down crying. You hold in everything until the moment you are finally alone in your room. You go to school, put up with all the people from school, you have to hold in your feelings and tears until you get home from school, your relationship with someone is now going down hill, then you have to deal with the shit your parents are giving you. One problem became something so much more to handle, every little thing in your life is going completely wrong and the moment you finally get time to be alone and catch a breather, you just sit there and break down thinking about everything.

The moment tears streaming down your face is the most natural feeling. The only way you feel human is catching that breather and feeling all the emotions of being a failure, insignificant, insufficient, etc. hit you all at once. It’s that moment when you feel ‘alive’ in the hell you live in and you can’t crawl your way own anymore.